Thursday, December 03, 2009

I wanna jump up high and shout " Fuck off !!! "

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I don’t know what my mum is thinking. She saw me crying but scold me instead of asking what is really happening. I knew she wanted me to be strong. But does she know that I have been acting strong in front of her? I didn’t tell her a lot of thing is because I don’t want her to worry for me. DID I DO ANYTHING WRONG!!!!? I always get scolded & unappreciated from my loves one. I confides in no one but to myself.

Why must I always do big actions and feelings to make my loves one know that I am sad? Can’t they read my mind? Can’t they try to understand me more? I just need a sincere word. Sometimes small actions which do not mean so much to them can make me happy.

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