You wanted me to say out my feelings. Yes , i said out.
The only thing you do is shouted at me. I love having fun
and this should be normal for all teens. I controlled myself,
respect you , but yet you accused that i changed because i have
him. I NEVER CHANGED! If i had change , i would not be scared
of you! YES YOU FOREVER THINK I HAD CHANGE!!!!!!!!!! I am
so disappointed in myself. I tried to do eveything to be a good girl.
I am willing to dream and wait. But i guess what i did is always
not seen by you. I feel like giving up .........
Seriously , i don't feel happy for a really long time.